Today’s Trouble

Last time, she eagerly went with me without a word. But this time she made me confused. She refused to go out with me. Although I tried to persuade her, she said she didnot like the music performance held in the evening and didnot want to go. She added she also had an extra class in the evening. She, therefore, couldnot go. Why? Last Saturday and Saturday two weeks ago, when I came to her house in the evening, she was home then.

She was not and is not busy on Saturday evenings. She told lies. It hurts me. What is her exact feeling? I want to know but have not known.

I am very angry and disappointed. I have been deadly tired for the last two days. Her refusal made everything worst. I want to scream. I want to quarrel...

I want to tell her she often makes me sad. I want to tell her there is nothing between us. I want to tell her I donot love her. I want to tell her to set free my heart. I wish I never met her again. I wish I hadnot have known her.

I am tired. My head is aching. And the pain in my soul is seriously damaging me. I need relaxing. Who can help?

PtDuc (7 March 1998)

Hello to English Speaking Club

This morning, after class, I invited her to go to an English Club with me in the evening. She said, "Let me think about it". I told her, "I'll call you in the afternoon".

I was too busy with my own business. I finished my work at 7 P.M and phoned her. It was out of order. I decided to go to her house.

She must have waited for my call for long as she immediately dressed in and came with me to the club. Without a word. That's great !!!

We had a very nice evening. Speaking English all the time.

On the way home, I felt very comfortable when her chin nearly touched my left shoulder. We talked about what had happened in the club.

Before we said goodnight, I asked her, "How about next week?"

"Yea...h", answered she after a second of hesitating.

PtDuc (04 March 1998)